someone just told me some things 2 days ago,
and now im thinking abt him all over again.

to you :

u already knew what i did,
but why u didnt confront me ?

instead u choose to avoid, u choose nt to book in.
u choose to go drink and know that slut.

u shld have give me a chance to explain myself,
and we might stil be together now.
but u just choose to listen what your friend tell u.
i only can say i did something wrong, but its nt as serious as u think.

just this wrong mistake i did, and now i got my retribution,
this is such a high price to pay for my one mistake.

few minutes of mistake lead to a breakup of 3yrs rs, ha.
how cruel can u be seriously ?

rember i told u i had a nightmare before ?
i dream that u left me for another girl,
and she was pregnant with your baby.
and u smiled and say u wanted to break up with me.

i woke up crying so badly and i called u.
 u comfort me and told me it will never happen,
you said u will never leave me,
the nightmare will never come true.

is this really retribution ?
i did those shit to ah kum,
now u are doing the EXACT same thing to me,
u say the same things to me what i say to ah kum 3 yrs ago.

i really hate u for doing this to me,
but at the same time i still miss u so much.

joses love you baby

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2010-07-15 5:08 AM

it was less than 3 months ago that u type this in my blog.

jerlyn love u too ! =)

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2010-07-18 5:00 PM

after all the times we have been through,

i wonder how u can just let it go so easily.  

am i the one who take it too seriously,

or u are the one who has no emotions ?

so now its really over between me and him.

don't say u will always love me,
when your always is just 3 years.
if u did truly love me before,
then why don't u give us a second chance ?
you just left without turning back.
what u said before were all lies,
obviously u are someone who see one girl like one girl.

all your stupid rubbish abt u cant control your feelings,
or is the truth u can't control  "something else" ?
if it was love between us this 3 yrs,
then i want to ask " does love fade away so easily ? "
why can you just give it up so easily,
is there nth good abt me worth for u to stay ?

isit wrong for me to treat u good ?
u said u stay with me bcos u are guilty bcos i treat u too gd.
but u don't have feelings for me anymore.
so the gf u want is someone who treats u not gd ?

so now i know, i shldn't treat my bf too gd.
bcos when a slut appears he will leave me ?

why did u waste so much effort and time on me ?
when in the end not a second chance is given ?

u tell me u dont want to commit to a rs,
but now u are tgt with the girl.
so now u are not comiting to her, then what are u doing ?
i feel so stupid right now thinking what u said.

i was hurt so many times in past rs,
i thought this time u will be different.
i guess i was too naive and stupid.

i truly believe fate brought us tgt,
but i only can blame myself.
bcos im not her, i cant keep your heart with me.

maybe bcos u know i love u, i will never leave u,
i will forgive u for anything u do.
so u take me for granted,
u know u didn't have to put in any effort at all.
but i will be willing to stay by your side.

all those shit about u say u want a lasting rs ?
its just a fucking joke seriously.

a lasting rs means doing your fucking best to make the rs last.
but what are u doing ? leaving me once she appears ?

if feelings can fade to nothing after 3 yrs,
if feelings can become pity and guilty after 3 yrs,
then what the girl say to u is true, u have no fucking idea what love is.
in your brain its just the word "lust".

then maybe both of u are perfect for each other,
bcos both of u dont know what love is.
the slut says she "loves" u after knowing u for only 1 month.
and u give up a 3 yrs rs just because u want to fuck her.

the worst mistake i ever did was giving u so many chances,
thinking one day u will change for me.
now i know im just nothing,
im just someone for u to pass time this 3 yrs.

im just the fucking idiot waiting for u to ORD.
entertaining u while u serving your ns.

so now u going to ORD,
u can give her all your full effort and time ?

3 words for you .
HAPPY FUCKING HER.

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