♥ Tuesday, October 12, 2010
so now its really over between me and him.
don't say u will always love me,
when your always is just 3 years.
if u did truly love me before,
then why don't u give us a second chance ?
you just left without turning back.
what u said before were all lies,
obviously u are someone who see one girl like one girl.
all your stupid rubbish abt u cant control your feelings,
or is the truth u can't control "something else" ?
if it was love between us this 3 yrs,
then i want to ask " does love fade away so easily ? "
why can you just give it up so easily,
is there nth good abt me worth for u to stay ?
isit wrong for me to treat u good ?
u said u stay with me bcos u are guilty bcos i treat u too gd.
but u don't have feelings for me anymore.
so the gf u want is someone who treats u not gd ?
so now i know, i shldn't treat my bf too gd.
bcos when a slut appears he will leave me ?
why did u waste so much effort and time on me ?
when in the end not a second chance is given ?
u tell me u dont want to commit to a rs,
but now u are tgt with the girl.
so now u are not comiting to her, then what are u doing ?
i feel so stupid right now thinking what u said.
i was hurt so many times in past rs,
i thought this time u will be different.
i guess i was too naive and stupid.
i truly believe fate brought us tgt,
but i only can blame myself.
bcos im not her, i cant keep your heart with me.
maybe bcos u know i love u, i will never leave u,
i will forgive u for anything u do.
so u take me for granted,
u know u didn't have to put in any effort at all.
but i will be willing to stay by your side.
all those shit about u say u want a lasting rs ?
its just a fucking joke seriously.
a lasting rs means doing your fucking best to make the rs last.
but what are u doing ? leaving me once she appears ?
if feelings can fade to nothing after 3 yrs,
if feelings can become pity and guilty after 3 yrs,
then what the girl say to u is true, u have no fucking idea what love is.
in your brain its just the word "lust".
then maybe both of u are perfect for each other,
bcos both of u dont know what love is.
the slut says she "loves" u after knowing u for only 1 month.
and u give up a 3 yrs rs just because u want to fuck her.
the worst mistake i ever did was giving u so many chances,
thinking one day u will change for me.
now i know im just nothing,
im just someone for u to pass time this 3 yrs.
im just the fucking idiot waiting for u to ORD.
entertaining u while u serving your ns.
so now u going to ORD,
u can give her all your full effort and time ?
3 words for you .
HAPPY FUCKING HER.

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